Monday, December 21, 2009
7:55:00 AM
<Let me upload the photos of me & Fattah's recent outings... As for my class outings, not enough laa, too many pics man, just go to my FB or Friendster okay... Lol...
This was during one of our movie outings to watch Zombieland, I cooked for Fattah fries again, hehe!
This was us during the class outings, both pics Diana took it & I edited one of it, haha!
This reminds me of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan, lol! I was gonna fall & Fattah caught me & Diana clicked it, thanks babe! Hehe!
Yesterday me & Fattah went to Somerset to explore the new shopping mall & as we sat down to rest around Orchard, we took pics.
Okays, that's all... Too many pics later my blog not nice anymore, haha. By the way, I'm addicted to songs like Starstrukk & especially Cry Me Out, very nice song, =)) =)) =))~~~
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
6:56:00 PM
<Fattah & I watched The Maid on my laptop under my block just now. We watched Ninja Assassin first but the dvd quality was bad. Stupid uncle told Abg Alfian "Clear! Clear! Original!" Damn you uncle for cheating our $$$, X _ X
I'm now addicted to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga because of Khai laa... I saw the video he posted on his blog then I kpo went to see, lol. It's a nice & cool song. You hear it you have a feeling you must groove to it, the video is also interesting.
Lady Gaga looks stunning with just natural make-up. With thick make-up she looks like Birtney Spears, like slutty but hot. With natural/nude make-up she looks, wow.
I've been having afternoon naps regularly this past few days. Of course laa I'm tired, I do magic okay! I can make $$$ appear out of the blue, that's my new trick. And the best part is, I can do it without the person knowing I did it till hours later.
That's what I did to Fattah & he is now still confused as to the whereabouts of his extra $$$, hehe! He asked his whole family & none of them put $$$ inside his wallet. I kept denying it & he's stop asking me already, haha! I know I type this you all might be thinking he will read it. I know when he has the time to read it & when he won't. He doesn't have internet anymore at home so when he going Lan Shop then he will tell me.
He does use the internet at his school but he's not schooling anymore, holidays so yea!
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Monday, December 14, 2009
1:11:00 AM
<Yesterday is Nuryn's birthday, now the time is 1+ am so yea it's on 13th Dec actually. As Nuryn lives near Tampines One, Tampines Mall & Century Square, ALL of my relatives & includ my famly bought her presents at Toys'R'Us, haha!
Her presents were all wrapped by the same wrapping paper, hehe! Abg Alfian & Kak Sharina bought her a Hello Kitty singing princess set, Abg Aliff & Kak Su bought her a shopping trolley, me & Fattah bought a princess dress & my parents bought a child laptop for her meant for 2+ years old & above.
Fattah & I have always wanted to dress our late daughter in princessy clothes, the reason why we decided to buy Nuryn the princess dress, we both treat her like our daughter, =)) =)) =)) =)) =))~~~~~
There was this mascot from I don't know what anime at Toys'R'Us. Fattah was wondering whether the mascot can see other people even though he was wearing a costume. As the mascot turned to face my direction & walked towards me, Fattah said, "Oh, he can see..." The mascot then high-fived my dad then wanted to high-fived me but Fattah immediately stretched his hand & high-fived him. But the mascot just let his hand remained in front of my face so I high-fived him also.
Then Fattah said "I know he can see as the moment he saw an attractive girl he approaches us. Then he insisted on getting a high-five from you. I don't want to high-five him since he was trying to flirt with my girl but I rather I high-five him then you high-five him." I was thinking to myself Fattah was getting carried away but then again, there were other girls there but don't know he only high-five me.
Then as I was going to walk past the mascot again, from the body posture, you can know he's excited & anticipating for the moment that I would walk past him. Then got this 1 mat placed his hand in front of the mascot for a high-five but the mascot turned the opposite direction & 1 of the Toys'R'Us staff accompanying him at that time said "I think he never see you..." But it took the mascot a while to give the mat a high-five.
Fattah got pissed off & irritated. He said "See! I knew he was after my girl! He purposely don't want high-five any guys right after he saw you approaching him!"
I just smiled & shooked my head, I'll always love my silly baby boy, =)) =)) =)) =)) =))~~~~~
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
11:07:00 PM
<I am so upset with Fattah, my dad & Abang Alfian. Firstly let me start with my dad. I asked him for $$$ on Monday for my daily weekly allowance, $50. Then he blasted at me saying I use a lot of $$$. It's an agreement between my parents & me to give me $50 every Monday. Then Fattah forced me to say sorry but I didn't want to & he scolded me. I went on hunger strike & my dad got worried & bought me 3 large fries at Mac.
Abang Alfian left me at home alone with Fattah so I went out with him to sit under my block so I brought my lappy. Then my parents drove past us as they just came back home then my mum asked why so late still under the block. So I told her my brother left me alone at home with Fattah.
Then Abang Alifna scolded me for telling on him, but you can clearly see it's his fault what. Then he whined to my dad & my dad supported him. My mum scolded both me & my brother & my dad scolded me only. My dad said cannot be because of me, he has to cancel his jogging.
I reply he is ALWAYS going jogging like immediately after work he will go jogging, I can bet upon my life. So miss one time won't die. Anyway, Abang Aliff went out for a while to buy food so Abang Alfian can wait for a while till my second brother comes back right, no, he blames it on me. My dad don't know the full story, he didn't know Abang Alfian could have waited few more minutes for my other brother to come home.
I hate it when malay mums say "Kau kan anak dara, tk tau malu per..." AKU DAH BUKAN ANAK DARA TU PASAL AKU TAK KISAH...
Aku anak dara pun aku tak sembarang main sini saner, aku bukan mina-rep laa...
I don't like it when people anyhow assume just because I do this, I will have sex & CONFIRM I WILL GET PREGNANT... Like it doesn't have to be that way...
I think I sacrifice a lot in my family even though I'm the youngest... I searched for Tom till my both my eyes were puffy & red due to lack of sleep & always crying. My dad denied me of my weekly allowance & accused me of not working & being lazy.
I am working but Science Buddies is having an event till end of Dec & I cannot find a new job in case they sms me to work. What happens if my new work clashes with Science Buddies? I'm in deep shit right. But my dad doesn't seem to understand that, he just wants me to barge into Science Buddies & demand them for a class. I can't do that.
Fattah also tell me to find another job since Science Buddies rarely calls me, again I have to explain. I cannot in case it clashes with their event as I don't know when they'll be calling me.
Abang Alfian wants to be angry with me? Let me say my piece of my mind about him. He is so selfish. I'm not the only one who sees this, Azean also see it. Ever since he has a new life, it's like he's forgotten about his childhood. He only talks to my parents & Abang Aliff. He totally forgot about Azean, me, Tok Dah etc... It's like if only my parents want to visit Azean & Tok Dah, then Abang Alfian will tag along, see how selfish he is? He even tried to take leave on Hari Raya Haji recently to avoid going on family outings.
When Tom ran away from home, then he told me that he regret not paying enough attention to Tom. Only regret when the thing is lost right... That's what happen to selfish & self-centered people. If I was selfish, I wouldn't even share the last info about seeing Tom after 11 pm since I was tired that night.
I am also angry & frustrated with Fattah about Happy Pets. He tried to rename a cat with the name Shaz. Shaz is his ex-girlfriend before me. I remembered he told me Shaz was the only girlfriend he kissed on the forehead but not really on the forehead. But he told me Shaz was one of the biggest impact of girlfriend that happened to him.
Oh well, just my luck I guess, =)) =)) =)) =)) =))~~~~~
Saturday, November 28, 2009
9:56:00 PM
<You have the cheek to say I'm not worth your time & that I'm an "18 year old" girl? Damn you Azfar, seriously damn you...
I don't know why Siti said you're fierce... Fuck you laa you're fierce... You are not fierce, you are as tame as a lamb, even a kitten is more fiercer than you... Fierce my god damn ass laa fierce... It's just that you've never met a bitch, & I'M THAT BITCH...
Maybe your girlfriends gave face to you, everything say sorry or fight back a bit, hell no with me... If I can make Fattah break down & cry & kneel in front of me to say sorry, which you witness for yourself, I can do that to you... Yea you may say Fattah love me that's why he's doing that but you should know Fattah very well, no matter how much he loves something or someone, he won't go to the extend of kneeling down...
"18 year old" girl? Ehk fuck you laa 18 year old boy... You are also 1991 don't talk much laa... You wanna know why I couldn't accept your comment or not? You called me a freaking nonok laa fuck you... What if I were to tell Fattah "Tak payah pergi ah you, buto-buto ni semuer boleh letak one corner ah..."
Kau suker aku panggil kau buto? Tak suker kan, degrading right... So don't be so fucking arrogant & do it to other people if you don't like the fucking treatment you bloody fucker...
You said I'm not worth it also? Ehk chibai get your own line laa... I called you not worth it first right, why you also typed back "You also not worth it..." Kaninabuichowchibai... Get your own quote laa BUTO...
If I'm not worth it then why you add me fucker... I didn't add you even after you came to my birthday party what chibai... Oh talking about my birthday party, I just remembered...
I fucking didn't invite you as I barely even know you... When I was 16 years old like what, I only see you every Sunday at religious class which I DON'T even talk to you at all... So why you like begged Fattah to allow you to come? I fucking didn't invite you what kanina... I don't even talk to you, I fucking barely know you man...
So tell me who's desperate to be who's friend? I know I'm popular & everything but I don't anyhow spare my time to just anyone... I'm sorry to tell you, you are just another useless fucker with a hopeless buto so I won't put time aside specially for you...
I hate it when you try to take control of Fattah, Fattah's my puppet, not yours... So get your own fucking puppet & leave mine alone... Fattah started out as a lifeless puppet & I am proud to say the only reason he has a life is because of me, not you. So stop being gay, stop dreaming on that he'll leave me for you because I can bet upon my dead baby he wouldn't...
He would rather abandon all his friends just to be with me so shut the fuck up... If he were to mix with you, he'll just be his lifeless self, I'm his life, I'm the only reason he's breathing so you better be nice to me or you'll lose your good friend...
I love it so much when you have to listen to me just to keep your friendship with Fattah alive...
Cause' that's what you've been doing on FB...
Everytime Fattah tries to talk to you, you calmed down & said it's alright...
I know you value your friendship with Fattah but TOO BAD, YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME FUCKER OR YOU'LL LOSE YOUR PRECIOUS FATTAH, =)) =)) =)) =)) =))~~~~~
Friday, November 27, 2009
11:56:00 AM
<Yesterday Cathay Cineleisure gave me & Fattah the worse service ever... Fattah dropped his wallet into the theater & we only took 15 mins to walk back to the place & they said movie start already...
Fuck you laa, movie finish at 7.15 pm then 7.30 pm start? The manager even tried to calm me down saying they need at least 30 mins to clean up after every movie then why 7.30 pm a new movie has started? And because of that they don't let Fattah check. They said cannot disturb the patrons. Fuck you laa cannot disturb inside Fattah's wallet got my IC, Netts & Giro ez-link...
Then they say they will check after the movie finish. What happens if the patron sitting at Fattah's seat found it first? They don't know what to answer & sounded confident like "We confirm will find it first & not the patrons..." Fuck you laa you find it first. You guys lucky never kanna my dad, even Abg Aliff says so.
Kanna my dad, my dad fuck everyone upside down, BIG TIME...
And fuck you Azfar... Who the fuck do you think you are going around telling people I'm just a nonok... I'm more than just a nonok lemme tell you that...
You think I won't know just because you messaged Fattah on FB & I won't find out? Fuck you... I have his password for all his internet accounts... I even have the key to his letterbox what else you wanna say...
You said "Not going to get married yet what?" THE BOTH OF US ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED IN 3 YEARS TIME SORRY TO BURST YOUR BUBBLE...
BECAUSE IF NOT I HAVE TO FOLLOW MY PARENTS AS MY DAD HAS TO MIGRATE TO INDIA IN 3 YEARS TIME... I DON'T WANNA LEAVE FATTAH HERE & STAY THERE FOR 2 YEARS... SO THE BOTH OF US ARE GONNA SAVE UP LIKE FUCK SO WE CAN GET MARRIED...
Another reason we are going to get married quickly because I used to bear Fattah's child... Good enough reason for you? Call me nonok somemore... I'm just a fucking nonok who bear Fattah's child right... Anyone also can bear what... So what's so important about me correct? Fuck you laa...
I curse the same thing happen to you I wanna see how you handle the situation you cockenaden... I'm sure you'll be panicking like fuck asking people for money to help you abort the baby... I'm proud to say me & Fattah settled EVERY SINGLE SHIT that we went through ALL BY OURSELF... Yes we did asked people for help but almost everyone rejected us... As for financial probs, not even one person help us, we got the money on our own so don't think that you are so fucking capable of handling every kind of situations...
You have no freaking idea the fucking pain I went through carrying the baby around for 5 months before realising I was pregnant... I didn't want to announce it on my blog as I want to suffer in silence & keep it to myself but I realised Fattah's close friends, those friends that he will cover up & lie to me for are seriously fucking disrespecting me...
Fattah lied to me about going drinking with Zeerak... And Fattah went to Qiam with you & lied to me directly saying he got sore throat cannot pick up hp... Even if I nag at Fattah, yet I didn't fully forbid him to see you guys...
And Zeerak disrespected me, asking Fattah to go drinking with him again recently & Azfar call me a nonok... Yar-yar I'm too useless right, never mind ah I'm just a fucking nonok what, any other guy make me pregnant also doesn't make a diff...
Fuck you very much...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
9:45:00 PM
<I went out with Fattah today for breakfast, & for yesterday also. Yesterday we watched Jennifer's Body. Last time, I said Megan Fox wasn't that hot & I don't know why some guys go gaga over her. But still many guys don't find her hot, they said she's gd-looking but the spark of attraction is just not there. However after watching Jennifer's Body, I found her freaking hot. Hot in a lesbian way.
Especially when she kissed her best friend, my god... I told Fattah that & he just looked at me, haha. By the way, I got my EM result already last wk. My appeal was successful! Yay! Now I just have to do presentation for Journalism GP in 3 more days & I'm a free woman! WOOHOO!!! I CAN GET MY ADV DIP CERT WITHOUT HAVING TO REMODULE!!! =)) =)) =))~~~
My manger, Jennifer, smsed me saying I will be teaching on 4th Dec. Abg Aliff's engagement day is on 5th Dec & Kak Su wanted to do manicure & pedicure with me 1 day before the big day, damn! So Kak Su said just do it on 3rd Dec, I said okay. Kak Su also told me she & my elder bro checked the internet & that New Moon will be coming out tomorrow. I was like "Tomorrow? I thought 3rd Dec???"
Don't know laa, I also stress with the movie schedule for Spore... Lol... Few days back I also went out with Diana & Fattah to have our dinner at Deli. Dinner went well, lots of laughter, laughing gas was not needed, HAHA!!!
I'm beginning to lose patience with Fattah's mum you know... Big time... Literally...
